Lucky Potato.so many things have been happening lately i've been feeling so confused and overwhelmed.
2 days ago i received a call from SMU offering me the
SMU Scholarship.
without that call, i would have accepted NUS' offer already. but with the SMU scholarship dangling in front of me, i was so tempted to just go to SMU instead.
and today, i went for the
MOE Teaching Scholarship interview.
it was super scary.
thank god qh was working in the same room that i was waiting for my turn in. :D
when i went in i was so nervous coz there were 5 or 6 people in the room! (didn't count properly haha)
and they took turns asking me questions and i answered them, and when the interview ended, i asked them how long it would take to know the results and they said
TWO TO FOUR WEEKS and i was like
OMG.haha so i told them bout the SMU offer and how i had to reply SMU by this friday, and they said that they would see if it was possible to let me know the results earlier.
i honestly thought that i wouldn't get it. so i was hoping that if they wanted to reject me, they'd let me know earlier so that at least i wouldn't hold on to false hope.
but i just received the call awhile ago and
i've been awarded the MOE Overseas Scholarship!!! :D
but i wont be going overseas coz applications for UK universities are already closed and i dont want to study in australia. so i'll most probably be getting the local MOE scholarship! [:
(if they allow me to switch from overseas to local that is. which they most probably will right?)
which solves my dilemma after all!!
and i just want to say that i feel very very very blessed and more often than not, i just feel like i dont deserve everything that i have.
sometimes, i'm so afraid that everything will just vanish someday, and i'll be left with nothing.
so i am going to learn to treasure everything that i have more [:
will update about the events of the past few days sooooon. :D
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