Monday, June 29, 2009 '

And then she carefully sealed her heart away.


Friday, 26th June.

went for the MOE briefing thingy which was alright i guess. though some parts were pretty boring. the guy sitting next to me (forgot his name haha) had a even shorter attention span than i did and we started talking bout random things and then i just HAD to do something retarded as usual. :( hahaha oh man but the refreshments were good :D

anyway, everyone was like, "OMG did you know that MJ passed away?!!"
i was kinda shocked and all, what with it being so sudden.
And a little sad too; i mean it really is a huge loss to the music industry. He is/was obviously really talented
and i'm sorry if this is a little insensitive, but i dont really understand why everyone is reacting so ______ to the news.
i mean, normally if you say something like,"wow i think michael jackson's a really talented singer!" people would be dissing him coz of his repeated plastic surgeries + accusations of paedophilia etc.
but now everyone's like, "omg i'm SO sad MJ died!!!!" , "MJ I LOVE YOU!!" etc.
i'm not saying it's wrong or that it's a bad thing or whatever. (it's just something that i was thinking about.)
dont you think it's kinda tragic that we only truly learn to treasure the things/people around us when they're gone?
i think it's rather sad that michael jackson would never be able to know all the nice things people are saying about him now.
it's like when Morrie (in Tuesdays with Morrie) organised a 'living' funeral coz he wanted to hear what people would say about him when he was dead.
when i think about things like these it makes me feel like running to the people i love and giving them a hug and telling them how much they mean to me.

anyway, back to my boring life.
met my favourite people @ Quiznos Subs(SPICY BEEF CHEDDAR rocks my socks),

check out the air crew! :D

zh's face hahahaha

chilling out like delinquents @ the CBD area where retrenched people like to go to emo + search for job ads in the newspapers (idk what's the place called),
and, i learnt 2 new phrases! LPPL and SUCK THUMB! hahah

photos taken by ber:


our tea parteee.


Saturday, 27th June.

ponned arts camp afterall coz i wasn't feeling well + didn't wanna be quarantined coz of H1N1 like the other NUS camp + celest's not going either + clashes with OBS + LAZY TO PACK HAHA.

got dragged out of bed by mommy @ 11 plus & went to see the doctor, and he gave me a hell lot of pills to swallow (H8 pills yucks) + cough med (hate it even more. actually i just hate taking any type of medicine in general. if not for the mother's nagging, i wont even visit the doctor.)

slacked around @ home & refused to pack my bag for OBS, ended up watching a 3.5 hour long Hindi movie (hahaha quite nice actually. dont ask me why, but my mom likes to watch Hindi movies for some reason.), and i finally watched Transformers!! (the first movie) love those movies where the good guys morph into some big/huge/powerful/badass thing and kick the bad guys' asses inside out upside down!!


Sunday, 28th June.

met yq @ WestMall to watch Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen and for the one hour that we had to wait for our movie to start, we walked around WM and played with the toys in the Toy Section of Tom&Stephanie and contemplated buying Transformer T-shirts hahaha we are so cute please :D sorry, kidding okay.
anyway, the movie was alright. some parts were quite hilarious. but i kinda like the first movie more though. oh and, BUMBLEBEE IS SO CUTE ♥

Monday, 29th June.

finally got down to packing for OBS which is tmr btw, and spent the rest of the day just idling away and i'm now watching the opening ceremony of AYG on tv coz kev & rachel are performing!!! so exciting! hahaha okay i think rachel's item was just over but i couldn't spot her! O:

and i'm not sure why but i've been having these random bouts of angst & emo-ness and just SIANNNN-ness actually. like i'd be alright but after awhile i'd be totally sian + angsty + anti-social. idk.
and last night i just felt so darn..overwhelmed. by what i have no idea.
i was just thinking, about so many things on the bus ride home. decisions i made(which may/may not turn out to be mistakes), people in my life, things which are going to happen, insecurities, etc.
and when i finally reached home i didn't feel like going up so i just sat by the pool alone.

and i just lay on the deck chairs, gazing at the few miserable stars in the sky, listening to the sound of water gushing into the pool from the jacuzzi, and i just stayed that way; for how long i have no idea. it could have been fifteen minutes, it could have been an hour, and i just lay there trying not to think of anything at all until i felt better.

on a happier note, calls with the bestfriend never fail to cheer me up [:
even if we're just talking bout random mundane stuff/laughing at each other's stupidity(my horrendous arithmetic skills & her "Dont take your _____ off!!" haha) aww i love you bestfriend.

AND, i need to visit tyler. he's such a clever baby he can sit by himself without any support now!
oh and have fun in Europe evelyn!! sorry i didn't get to send you off :[ take many many pictures please. [:


if there's anything in the world i can have right now, i want this elusive thing called Time.

Labels: BFF, doodles, musings, my favourite people

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