Wednesday, August 26, 2009 '
I Am Just Gonna Type Whatever Pops Into My Mind.


have been really busy these few days/weeks.


perks of staying in hall: woke up @ 11.55am the other day when my french lecture was at 12pm and rushed like a mad woman,
and i actually managed to get there @ 12.05pm! [:
speaking of french, le francais, c'est difficile!!! which means "the French language is very difficult!!!"
i always feel damn mentally drained after french lessons.
but still, i'm glad i decided to take french coz it's like the only subject that i actually will bother studying for.

and i have to declare this: rachel chew hui yi, i am so superduper thankful that i have you here with me!
seriously, she brings me EVERYWHERE. hahaha and reminds me what lessons i have/what time they start/where they are/what hw we have/etc.
i would be seriously lost without her coz i know nothing about all my uni stuff. hahaha i love you rachel chew!! :D


anyway, eileen & guansen came over to visit me the other day and to complain about the state of my room.
hahahaha EVERYONE complains about the state of my room, even the guys:
"WALAO! YOUR ROOM DAMN MESSY LA!!!"
"looking at da en's room, you shld be ashamed that you're a girl"
"is this a girl's room?"
and so on.
haha but i cant help it. it's called Organised Chaos okay.
and anyway, the 3 of us took lots of retarded photos with photobooth (seriously, the macbook induces major camwhoring) which i'll upload another day.
eileen oh please come and visit me often!!!

oh and i finally watched The Proposal the other day.
it's really good! the feel-good, sweet, funny, romantic-comedy kind of movie.
though there was this scene where the guy (who is very cute btw.) was hugging the girl and it was real sweet and all,
and i felt super emo and start tearing/crying like a retard. hahahah good job melanie ng.

and guess what, i've been playing a lot of sports recently.
ikr, surprise of the century. hahaha. we've been training for sheares' inter-block games!
and surprisingly, i actually quite enjoy all our (netball, floorball, vball, softball, touch rug, floorball, soccer) trainings.
i sleep @ 4am every night though. the lack of sleep is killing me!!!!

and the scandals and fb spams are killing me too. gosh. the people here are SCARY.
they take scandalous photos of everyone, upload them on fb, tag everyone else and SPAM us with comments.
and my block guys are like absolutely retarded. hahahahah
but i'm really glad i chose to stay in hall. i really love my awesome block mates woohoo :D
and i got into block com = even busier = even less time for everything else.
i really need to learn Time Management.

and mommy called just now and we chatted for awhile before my phone batt died and i started feeling damn emo and i started crying like a tard again because i miss everyone. (my family, celest, eileen, yq, zh, stella, 69, my favourite ppl, etc. )
hahahah relieves stress though. i feel much better now.
but i feel really guilty though. haven't been back home for awhile already.
especially with mommy not feeling well most of the time. and she seems to be getting worse.
SIGHHHHHHHHH I AM FREAKING WORRIED.
shall try to go home as often as i can!

okay gtg, there's netball ibg nowwww.

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Friday, August 14, 2009 '
FML.


school has officially started. still not getting used to it.
first day of school - i dutifully went for my lecture and I WAS ON TIME.
second day of school - skipped soci lecture coz i had more important things to do hahaha
third day of school - fell asleep 5 minutes into the Malay Studies lecture (yes i'm taking MS omg i have no idea what i've gotten myself into), woke up, started playing Tap Tap Revenge, fell asleep again for a really long time and i was sleeping real soundly until the lecturer introduced the young lady sitting next to me as the head of the MS Society or something, and that was still fine until she added, "AND SHE WILL BE YOUR TUTOR DURING YOUR TUTORIALS."
and i was like OMFG SHIT. hahahaha die.

and today i spent an hour getting back to hall from FASS (which is actually just a 10 minute walk away) all because we took the wrong bus.
NUS is far too huge for my liking.

and it's 3.40am now and i am still awake.
hall life = no sleep omg.
had block initiation just now which involved blindfolds, nipple-licking/biting(for the guys), love bites, karmansutra(spelling?) positions and other stuff.
we're having level initiation tmr. i have a feeling it's gonna be damn crazy.


i miss you. and the other you. 
i feel as though i'm gradually losing everyone important to me.

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Saturday, August 8, 2009 '
I should stop running away from things which scare me.


and i should really stop making rash decisions before analysing them using that goddamn brain of mine.
i screwed up big time and i don't know how to fix it.

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Monday, August 3, 2009 '
random photographs
because i've no time to blog = filler posts in R.Chew Style :D








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"Are you the only daughter?"
"nope i have 2 brothers."


HAHAHAHAH ultimate bimbo moment. yushu laughed at me while we walked from KR all the way to Sheares.

camp's been real awesome so far. love the people i'll be staying with in hall. [:
but it's gonna be a terribly busy year ahead. which means less time for everything. and i really mean everything.


on a happier note, my underwater film camera has arrived in the mail :D
cant wait to start playing with it.
might update about the camps when i'm free + less lazy. [:


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it's 8am in the morning and i've been trying to fall asleep since 3am but failing stupendously due to the many many thoughts running through my mind.
gonna try to sleep for awhile before a whole day of activities begin again.
thank god i'm ponning the Freshmen Inauguration Ceremony.

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THE GIRL.


melanie. 21 jan 90 . aquarius.




And then she carefully sealed
her heart away.


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