Monday, June 29, 2009 '
And then she carefully sealed her heart away.


Friday, 26th June.

went for the MOE briefing thingy which was alright i guess. though some parts were pretty boring. the guy sitting next to me (forgot his name haha) had a even shorter attention span than i did and we started talking bout random things and then i just HAD to do something retarded as usual. :( hahaha oh man but the refreshments were good :D

anyway, everyone was like, "OMG did you know that MJ passed away?!!"
i was kinda shocked and all, what with it being so sudden.
And a little sad too; i mean it really is a huge loss to the music industry. He is/was obviously really talented
and i'm sorry if this is a little insensitive, but i dont really understand why everyone is reacting so ______ to the news.
i mean, normally if you say something like,"wow i think michael jackson's a really talented singer!" people would be dissing him coz of his repeated plastic surgeries + accusations of paedophilia etc.
but now everyone's like, "omg i'm SO sad MJ died!!!!" , "MJ I LOVE YOU!!" etc.
i'm not saying it's wrong or that it's a bad thing or whatever. (it's just something that i was thinking about.)
dont you think it's kinda tragic that we only truly learn to treasure the things/people around us when they're gone?
i think it's rather sad that michael jackson would never be able to know all the nice things people are saying about him now.
it's like when Morrie (in Tuesdays with Morrie) organised a 'living' funeral coz he wanted to hear what people would say about him when he was dead.
when i think about things like these it makes me feel like running to the people i love and giving them a hug and telling them how much they mean to me.

anyway, back to my boring life.
met my favourite people @ Quiznos Subs(SPICY BEEF CHEDDAR rocks my socks),

check out the air crew! :D

zh's face hahahaha

chilling out like delinquents @ the CBD area where retrenched people like to go to emo + search for job ads in the newspapers (idk what's the place called),
and, i learnt 2 new phrases! LPPL and SUCK THUMB! hahah

photos taken by ber:


our tea parteee.


Saturday, 27th June.

ponned arts camp afterall coz i wasn't feeling well + didn't wanna be quarantined coz of H1N1 like the other NUS camp + celest's not going either + clashes with OBS + LAZY TO PACK HAHA.

got dragged out of bed by mommy @ 11 plus & went to see the doctor, and he gave me a hell lot of pills to swallow (H8 pills yucks) + cough med (hate it even more. actually i just hate taking any type of medicine in general. if not for the mother's nagging, i wont even visit the doctor.)

slacked around @ home & refused to pack my bag for OBS, ended up watching a 3.5 hour long Hindi movie (hahaha quite nice actually. dont ask me why, but my mom likes to watch Hindi movies for some reason.), and i finally watched Transformers!! (the first movie) love those movies where the good guys morph into some big/huge/powerful/badass thing and kick the bad guys' asses inside out upside down!!


Sunday, 28th June.

met yq @ WestMall to watch Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen and for the one hour that we had to wait for our movie to start, we walked around WM and played with the toys in the Toy Section of Tom&Stephanie and contemplated buying Transformer T-shirts hahaha we are so cute please :D sorry, kidding okay.
anyway, the movie was alright. some parts were quite hilarious. but i kinda like the first movie more though. oh and, BUMBLEBEE IS SO CUTE ♥

Monday, 29th June.

finally got down to packing for OBS which is tmr btw, and spent the rest of the day just idling away and i'm now watching the opening ceremony of AYG on tv coz kev & rachel are performing!!! so exciting! hahaha okay i think rachel's item was just over but i couldn't spot her! O:

and i'm not sure why but i've been having these random bouts of angst & emo-ness and just SIANNNN-ness actually. like i'd be alright but after awhile i'd be totally sian + angsty + anti-social. idk.
and last night i just felt so darn..overwhelmed. by what i have no idea.
i was just thinking, about so many things on the bus ride home. decisions i made(which may/may not turn out to be mistakes), people in my life, things which are going to happen, insecurities, etc.
and when i finally reached home i didn't feel like going up so i just sat by the pool alone.

and i just lay on the deck chairs, gazing at the few miserable stars in the sky, listening to the sound of water gushing into the pool from the jacuzzi, and i just stayed that way; for how long i have no idea. it could have been fifteen minutes, it could have been an hour, and i just lay there trying not to think of anything at all until i felt better.

on a happier note, calls with the bestfriend never fail to cheer me up [:
even if we're just talking bout random mundane stuff/laughing at each other's stupidity(my horrendous arithmetic skills & her "Dont take your _____ off!!" haha) aww i love you bestfriend.

AND, i need to visit tyler. he's such a clever baby he can sit by himself without any support now!
oh and have fun in Europe evelyn!! sorry i didn't get to send you off :[ take many many pictures please. [:


if there's anything in the world i can have right now, i want this elusive thing called Time.

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Wednesday, June 24, 2009 '
All stressed up and no one to choke,
AND, I WANT TO WATCH TRANSFORMERS!!


Friday, 19th June.

met rachel, qiao han & anna @ ikea for dinner.
i'm always buying useless stuff and dragging them home to hog up the little space left in my closet.

Saturday, 20th June.

read Salem Falls by Jodi Piccoult from 2-6am then finally fell asleep.
woke up @ 2.30pm & met yq to go to ECP to play :D

we sort of entered through the wrong entrance and had to walk a distance to the bike rental shop, and i decided to annoy him with "Are we there yet??"s every 2 minutes hahaha.
we rented a double bike because I have a phobia of cycling (when i was young, i was cycling with my brother and we were racing to see who was faster when i crashed into a guy and his bicycle fell on top of me. since then, i walk faster then i cycle. haha)
anyway, i thought a double bike would be safer but that dumbdumb proved me wrong!
he's reckless, scary and dangerous ttm.

him: " i think i can let go of the handlebars."
me: " OMG NOOOO! DONT DO IT PLEASE OMG SERIOUSLY."
and 2 seconds later he lets go of both handlebars while the bike veers dangerously towards one side and i start screaming.

or
me: "omg that baby is damn cute!" (it wasn't that i wanted him to look, it was just that i needed to comment hahaha)
him: "where??" (and turns his head back to look which means he's not even looking at where we're going!!!)

me: " OMG LOOK IN FRONT PLEASE!!"


hahaha i almost died man. imagine something like that happening every five minutes. (also partly coz i can't seem to keep my comments to myself hahaha)

it was a miracle that we didn't even crash once.
I SWEAR I'LL NEVER RIDE A DOUBLE BIKE WITH YOU EVER AGAIN YOU PANGSAI.
but i did have alot of fun though [:



we went to the cable-ski park to look around too and we are going to try that someday! :D
took a bus to suntec and managed to watch a lil bit of fireworks (NDP rehearsals i think, which explains the helicopters @ ECP), donut factory (spicy cheese!), cabbed to the sinseh (his back still hasn't recovered), where i fell asleep in a very glamorous fashion in the big blue armchair while waiting for him.


bought bubble tea from one of the pasar malam stalls coz one guy saw my IHC tee and shouted,"hello hwachong juniors!!" and we chatted with them for awhile, got lost on the way to munkit's house (NOT MT FAULT, really. haha), played TapTapRevenge on ber's iTouch, played FIFA!! (it was FIFA right?? anyway, it was quite fun though i kept screaming NOW PRESS WHAT PRESS WHAT?! and i even managed to score a goal :D) ,played 2 hours of spot-the-difference; reminded me of all those times we used to crowd around the the small screen to play Photohunt back in secondary school; nostalgia, kicked rachel off the bed in my sleep, i'm really sorry!!! and guilty hahaha.

Sunday, 21th June.

woke up early and went for mac breakfast.
haven't had that for so long coz everytime i wake up, it's the lunch menu already.
sat @ mac and talked for quite long; eve, rae, jm and me, almost boring zh to tears hahaha

oh and Bernard you suck!
rachel was saying that ber calls her Chew, then jm was like,"oh ya, bernard calls me Ngui." (their sirnames)
and then i shouted,"OMG DAMN UNFAIR!! bernard calls me DUMBDUMB!"

went to Giant to look for some jelly drink that the rv canteen used to sell, went to JP to look @ sneakers (OUR SNEAKERS HOW?? Converse? Everlast??), then i rushed home to bathe & met the 69 people @ PS (the guys are still as retarded as everrr) , went off to meet the family for our Fathers' Day dinner @ somejaprestaurantwithaverylongnamestartingwithH and the food was quite good. [:



Green Tea cake= YUMMM + healthy(??), then I stayed up to watch Freda though i only slept like 3 hours the previous night.

Monday and Tuesday were a blur, nothing much happened just that i realised that i forgot to do quite a number of important things!!(why are we not surprised??) and thereafter melted into a puddle of anxiety (thanks for your reassurances dumbdumb. not that it helped get anything done, it was just that i needed someone to rant to and to tell me DONT WORRY IT'LL BE OKAY. [:)
it's weird isn't it? BIGMAJOR things like being on the verge of getting retained or flunking the A LEVELS don't freak me out at all whereas silly things like making decisions and long To-Do lists and clashing events can get me all stressed up and emotional.

then came Wednesday i.e. today. I went for my medical check up and it lasted for like almost 5 freaking hours coz the queue was so damn @&!&@$@&*# long! and they gave me a tetanus jab which hurt like a bitch and i still have to go back tomorrow coz THEY FORGOT TO TELL US TO FAST THE NIGHT BEFORE. (not everyone needs to fast though, depends on which checkup you're there for.) ahhh, blood tests tomorrow = NEEDLES omfg. super freaked out by needles :(

AND, i have 2 back-to-back camps neither which i have packed for!! ARMY BOYS help me pack pleaseeee.



EDIT: RACHEL AND I ARE GOING TO LEARN FRENCH IN UNI WOOHOO! (i know LPP sounds crude but it really just stands for Language Prep Programme haha) LAND OF THE SEXY PEOPLE HERE WE COME.

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Friday, June 19, 2009 '
Dirty Little Secret.



photos from monday's hot date:




The glowing phenomenon seen in some of the photos is not due to a new feature of my camera.
It is, however, due to someone's fat fingerprint on my camera lens! I highly suspect it's Png's.
the rest of the photos are here.
oh and I just remembered, celest: "The Thai food shagged me." hahahah :D


Tuesday, 16th June.

went to eileen's house to play :D
we cooked spaghetti & made mango sago (WE WILL MAKE SUCH GOOD HOUSEWIVES NOW WHO WANTS TO MARRY US???), looked @ the photoshopped photo of her & ____ HAHA, had fun changing her fb status: , watched cute videos of megacute korean guys, then eileen drove me to tuition [:
surprisingly, she is such a good driver! i feel quite safe in her car though she drives damn fast and the GPS keeps going "Please Slow Down" Lol.

here's eileen with our masterpieces:
our spaghetti wowww it was super nice be jealous.

no photos of the mango sago(i forgot to take!), but here's one of the sago when we were cooking it.
I had so much fun potato! Let's do this again soon :D



Wed, 17th June.

woke up @ 3.30pm wow half the day's over.
dinner(buffet) @ Melting Pot.
food was GREAT [: yes off day yet again but i ate alot of salad during the buffet okay. O:
we (Ivan & me that is, kev's @ his class chalet) had loads of fun mixing weird concoctions; there was one where we put weird stuff like raisins and corn and rainbow sprinkles into the bottom of mommy's kueh pie ti and giggled like crazy when she bit into it. made me feel like a little kid all over again.

headed home, cut the cake which no one ate coz we were too bloated from the buffet, camwhored(that retard kept trying to make my head look bigger than his MEAN OR WHAT MAN) , watched the telly (him: okay now she's gonna throw the oranges at her. me: yup! him: HAHAHAHAHA YOU IDIOT. YOU RETARDED IDIOT! [okay this is only funny if you watched the 9pm channel 8 show and know which scene we're talking about!]), walked to coro to do my atm transfer (online shopping; yes i've started to buy stuff online as well isn't this catastrophic?!!!) and did retarded stuff on the way like "OH LOOK CAR! OH A DOG! OLD MANSSS and TRANfer HAHAHAH damn funny.

and guess what the atm @ coro does not issue receipts(!), so we walked all the way to Crown Centre(no atm as well) and Cold Storage and guess what, still no atm!(ajdfhkajshdfj?!)
and we asked the cashier in Cold Storage where the nearest atm was and she said, "oh, you can walk to coro." hahaha not funny seriously.
gosh. so we bought instant noodles and strolled home drinking our blackcurrent vodka which we bought (tasted like gassy ribena.) and i almost stepped on a dead cat(!) on the way back.

reached home, showered, sat around drinking our cups of Baileys and it felt like things were back to the way they used to be before, it's almost as though all those shit didn't happen.
anyhow, i'm just glad to have my brother back [:
really missed those long chats and retarded stuff we used to do. hope all of this lasts though. crosses fingers.
photos:
(no photos of the buffet coz i charged my camera and forgot to bring it! yes, i've lost count of the number of times i do retarded stuff like that/charging my battery and forgetting to put it back into the camera, etc.)





Hahaha. and the rest are here. (there's one which is REALLY EPIC but I can't show you guys coz SOMEBODY is too vain and forbade me to upload it haha.)


Thurs, 18th June.


met yq in the evening coz he took shore leave to collect his passport, ate dinner together, talked, and walked around, etc. [:
then he had to book in and i was way too early to meet the others, and zhihan very nicely abandoned his army friends to meet me (and i was sort of lost, but we shall not talk about that),

we randomly took a bus which we thought might reach our destination and talked about stuff like clubbing, grinding, leeching off rich husbands and legal loopholes, and this b*****h tried to touch zh's leg hahaha
kidding, and we reached holland v fashionably late.

met the others @ Tapas Wine Bistro (i'm almost 100% positive this is the name of the pub. i remembered it correctly this time)
played shootshagmarry again, the silly game Ah Wei taught us last time, Truth or Dare [all the deepdarksecrets start to tumble out and we now know who the true horny person is (; ]




gossipgirl.com haha
retardedfaces.com
and i realised Png's face looks the same in ALL OUR PHOTOS. haha the rest are here.

and it's time to pack my room again!!
meeting rae and co. later for dinner :D

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Monday, June 15, 2009 '
We Are A Public Nuisance.



met ber on friday for our impromptu dinner outing to Quiznos Subs.
ate, sat around, ("oh by the way, the thing you've been kicking is NOT the table leg." HAHAHA omg every single time we go out, something like this happens. i'm so retarded. sorry bernard :D) talked, and when it was time to go back, ber said, "bring me back to the mrt station. i'll just follow you and i wont say a word even if we're going in the wrong direction."
i sort of expected us to get hopelessly lost. but i managed to bring us back to the mrt station successfully. nyeh :D


watched Ghosts of Girlfriends' Past on Sat with yq.
i thought the movie was pretty awesome. touching and funny, plus Matthew McConaughey is so damn charismatic and manly :D



dinner @ Pastamania, then hung out with my favourite people hi do you want to join our PAF club membership is freeee. :D
oh and rachel bought a really ugly elephant stuffed toy [: hahaha yes i despise your elephant!!

no photos of rachel's ugly elephant but here's one of jm after we tied her halter around her neck.



and here's my (construction-in-progress) wall.



after printing all the photos (which i wanted to hang on a clothesline thingy across my wall), i realised that i will not get to see all of it anyway coz i most probably will be staying in the hostel for the first year. retarded or what.


Sunday was Mommy's birthday.
photos:



full attendance! was really happy [:

and the blogshop of someone i know: March Avenue. please support! They have quite some awesome clothes [:


went shopping today with celest, chiam and eng ngee.
i laughed SO MUCH i almost died. (chiam is DAMNFREAKINGHORNY and png is damnfreakingcute)
hahaha it's seriously awesome hanging out with them. can't wait for Thurs night we are going to go CRAZY. :D
and listen to this: I DIDN'T BUY ANYTHING AT ALL EVEN THOUGH WE SHOPPED FOR ALMOST ONE WHOLE DAY.
please tell me that you guys are proud of me. [:

had dinner after that at Purvis Street and man the food was darn good :D [off day again(!) oh man i should really stop doing that. diet plan FAIL TTM shit :( ]
will post photos soon!


I AM GOING TO MESS UP EILEEN'S HOUSE AND LAUGH @ HER GIANT PIMPLE TMR!
CANT WAIT! Free Smiley Face Courtesy of www.FreeSmileys.org

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Wednesday, June 10, 2009 '
Another summer day,
has come and gone away.


EDIT: photos are up! [:



met zh on sat @ ikea to buy my bulletin board and stuff (YES I AM REDECORATING THE WALL YAY. was really sick of the stupid painting which used to be hanging on it.)
we were both late as usual hahaha.
went to anchorpoint after that to walk around while waiting for the others to arrive WHICH TOOK AGES. thank god there was a really cool store there which kept us occupied for a really long time. [:


after the photo was taken, zh commented, "wow the photo turned out quite well. it looks like there's a tree behind us." (turns around to look) "oh, it IS a tree.."
hahaha super retarded. then the others came and ate dinner and we bought the cake & headed to anna's to hang out.

was kinda tired that day. but i still enjoyed hanging out with all of them [:
and jm is the master of interrogation. might i also add that she has NO MORALS WHATSOEVER.
hahaha but we sure benefited from it :D :D
stayed til late then went home, and i was so dumb i forgot to take my bulletin board, so we had to walk back all the way from the bus stop to get it. (sorry dumbdumb! :D)

HAPPY 19th ANNA! [:


went to the National Library on sunday to READ BOOKS with yq coz we are such nerds. (haha okay i'm speaking for myself. that idiot takes forever to finish a book.)
chose our books(I chose 3, he chose 1, haha) and sat on the cushioned seats and someone kept disturbing me coz he was not happy with the fact that i was reading so much faster than him hahaha just admit you suck man :D

then, something happened very near us which involved security guards, librarians and the manager(? someone who looked like he was in charge) and 2 men wow drama mama.
hahaha i can re-enact the scene for you guys if you're interested :D ask me this weekend!

then my stomach started making silly noises, informing us it was time for dinner, so we tried to find Purvis Street for the awesome Thai food, and after a long time,
WE FINALLY FOUND IT! (thanks to my superb sense of direction) and we walked all the way down the street to the end to find out that the place had not opened for business yet.
gosh. so we just went back to bugis to eat hahah

on the way to Purvis Street.

in the cab on our way home


and i have to announce this: my plant thingy is not dead!!
i initially thought that it died even before it had a chance to grow, coz after waiting for so many days, it still did not show any signs of life.
but the day before, it finally grew 3 strands of hair!



went out with celest, brenda, joanne, chiam & zh today for shopping followed by high tea.
then went to Holland V (celest, brenda, eng ngee, joanne, me) to chill + play stupid retarded games which were crazy fun!
it's always lovely hanging out with them.

met in the morning for shopping.
bought another pair of heels which i might never wear(celest convinced me to buy it. EVIL OR WHAT.) and promptly left it in F21's fitting room and only realised it half an hour later. thank god it was still there when we went back [:

photos!




if you look at the photos, you'll realise that they absolutely enjoy bullying me.

Blooper of the Day Year:
celest:"Can I have a new cup please? omg are you gonna use the same cup??"
HAHAHAHA and we all stare at her, wide-eyed, open-mouthed and flabbergasted.

the rest of the photos are here.
can't wait to hang out again next week! Free Smiley Face Courtesy of www.FreeSmileys.org

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THE GIRL.


melanie. 21 jan 90 . aquarius.




And then she carefully sealed
her heart away.


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